Monday, July 17, 2006

Too Tired to Post Anything Other than Adding More Red


Too tired from work to post anything this night, although I have stories that I wish to write up.

Too busy and exhausted to take care of important things in my life, I want a month off, a trip to go away with you, Costa Rica, maybe, to see your smile and know you are well, to laugh, together with you.

Yet, now I can only post the photo of the red roof of a French Bistro in the city I visited over the weekend, to see friends who are moving away, far away. And the couple in the photo, while they balanced the picture nicely, are not my friends.

8 Comments:

Blogger The Retropolitan said...

More red is always good.

6:13 AM  
Blogger notyouraverage.... said...

i agree ;-)

9:36 AM  
Blogger Gawain said...

Don't go to Costa Rica -- its full of retirees and surfing jocks. Go to Rome, there are Roman Men there. And forget this guy, he is a waste of time. Go to Rome, there are Roman Men there - not much depth, but what charm and fun and good looks. Who should ever ask for more?

11:38 PM  
Blogger New York Red said...

Costa Rica is triggered by a post from a friend's blog where two couple from New York opened a kayak business...it is that change of life that amazes me. And it is close by compared to Spain or South America..places I really want to go now. Roman man sounds great, but I don't think they are my type. ;-(

5:01 PM  
Blogger Gawain said...

Dont say hop before you jump, Roman Men just may be your type! And costa rica isn't really closer than spain -- it 6 hrs whichever you go. A change of life? Well, how about yours? You certainly changed your life! And I am sure you will again -- look at me, an emigre, like you, I cant stop changing, every 5 years another part of the world! :)

1:13 AM  
Blogger New York Red said...

gawain, you are right about Costra Rica.

12:37 AM  
Blogger New York Red said...

Gawain

To also respond to your question of moving on to more fun and forget about this guy.

I am not writting sad love stories here. I hope my 4+ readers know that I am actually a very lucky woman who have experienced this strong feeling of love, not to say in the city of New York. I feel I have been so blessed. I always felt grateful for what he gave me. And I will always love him for that and him being what he is.

As you can tell, since otherwise you all would not have come back to visit, is I am inspired by this love and I feel alive. The longings in these writting are not tragetic, they are blessing of a real love story of two people who are nice, funny but could be sad and moody sometime.

I lived with a dead heart before and I tried quick flings, they sadden me. I am not built for that.

I will not let this love go because they are still here in my heart, they are still motivating me, and makes me happy, ultimately.

And there are part of my life I never write up, it would have revealed that I am a flawed woman and human being, that I could have done better as a lover. So these writting also are my self reflections and efforts of being more truthful to myself, besides being a collection of memories of a good time and longings of more and better time to come.

I will follow my heart, but I want to make sure you know that I appreciate your concern of my happiness. And happy is what we can really make ourselves feel, by doing things that will make us happy.

Being with him, writing this blog and read your feedback and encouragement are among the things that truly makes me happy.

And again, you are so right about Costa Rica, it maybe a better choice only because it might be cheaper, but hey, I could not be a cheapskate too.

Love to you all,

;-)

2:33 PM  
Blogger Rrramone said...

Mmmmmmmmmmm. Costa Rica.

And I love this photo. ;-)

9:09 AM  

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